Assalamualaikum frens...
it's been awhile since my last entry... sangat malas & xde citer nak kongsi... (yeke? excuses...)
my baby dah turn 7 months this ramadhan, which means dah beso la yek... kali ni aku mmg byk2 berdoa agar dianugerahkan kesihatan yg baik sepanjang bln pose ni, agar bleh le dpt pose penuh spt yg sepatutnye... maklumla, kali ni peknen senang sangat kena kembung/ hangin satu badan... which i rarely complain, rather than blaming myself for not having my meals on time/ accordingly, hehehe...
my motto is, never complain during your pregnancy... it's not good for u & ur child, also for ur hubby & ur eldest child... tp ble dah sakit tu membebel la gak kan, hehehe... being human, of cos la... ngeee~
my pregnancy kali ni pon byk btol upside down... meaning in our marriage life... for the first time we fought like hell... damn... at last merasa la gak kan... people said kalau tak gaduh besar tu tak sah la kan, esp within the 1st 5 yrs... anyhow, it happened during this pregnancy, which makes me quite depress for quite some time... luckily, being me, i could manage it by separating my moments btw personal & work, btw our own family & our parents... alhamdulillah it's all settled without any ugly decision, even some bad words had been said... but that's what marriage is... full with garden of roses, have to cherish the nice smells & pretty blooms, but also need to bare with the thorns, aight?
this situations really makes me wiser, as a woman & as a wife... alhamdulillah, we manage to handle it... and insyaAllah, we'll be better in any arguments next time, hehehe...
raya kali ni aku tgh kowtim lg dgn bobo nak raya kat kg aku... maklumla, sejak kawen xpenah lg raya pertama kat kg aku, mmg semedang je kat sini... ape nak buat, dah tanggungjawab... alhamdulillah kali ni ade plan lain dr ipar duai, so aku ade can la kot... pray harder zila!
so, sempena dah hari kelima pose ni, aku nak ucapkan selamat habis minggu pertama pose, masih berbaki 3 minggu, semoga dipenuhi dgn ibadah & dilimpahi rahmat dr yg Esa... amiiinnn...
zila: senang btol mengantuk pose2 ni... haish... :P
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anyway, hopefully everything goes well on your side. gaduh-gaduh is normal. and good to know everything is sorted out.
ramadhan kareem zila! susah nak jumpa kau di mana-mana, semoga aku jumpa kau lebih selalu di alam cyber. hihi.